Well she was an american girl
Raised on promises
She couldnt help thinkin that there
Was a little more to life
Somewhere else
After all it was a great big world
With lots of places to run to
Yeah, an d if she had to die
Tryin she had one little promise
She was gonna keep
~Tom Petty
So it's been a while, and I've got a little down time here at work..so I thought I'd update ya'll a bit with what's new...
I'm currently working as the Operations Seceratry for Lamar Advertising in Harrisburg. I really enjoy working here so I'm waiting to see if I can keep this position on a permanent basis.
This past weekend was nice. It's the first weekend I've been able to just relax and didn't have to run all over the state.
-I did a bit of shopping with Nate and Amanda (at different times:P)
-Became addicted to Kingdom Hearts II
-Picked up the wine for my grad. party at Adams County Winery, pretty cool, got to taste a few wines. Settled on Rebel Red and Tears of Gettysburg
And came to the realization that I really need to get a place of my own. I really love Nate's family, they are great people but I really do not belong or fit in their home. I feel like a permanent house guest, not really comfortable enough to kick of my shoes and actually make myself at HOME. I miss feeling at home. It's wonderful seeing Nate every day, but I don't think I can take it much longer.
I doesn't help that our family's are so different. Sometimes I can just feel them judging my family off of my actions. I throw a cardboard box away :-0 How dare I! THAT GOES IN RECYCLING! and no they didn't yell at me, but there was a comment made about how I was raised. Sorry, we had limited recycling in my neighborhood. But that is a big deal to them. Sigh..
Then I feel akward about helping out. Do I offer to help clean? Then I don't know if I would clean the way they would want. I know the way my Mom taught me, but everything they do is to save water and limit chemicals etc. We never consider that kinda stuff around my house.
Which brings me back to the point : I need my own place.